Friday, July 29, 2011

Random

Al-Fatihah buat arwah abah. Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan di tempat orang-orang beriman. Amin.

2 days has passed, yet felt like a dream. She is so strong. Nothing much I can say to her to calm her down. My lips been sealed and I'm speechless. Sorry babe for I have weak. I really can't handle death. To see you like this, I wish I can be stronger than you to share my strength with you. Allah memberi dugaan setimpal dengan kekuatan hamba-Nya. He knows everything. Babe, I love you so much and always be there whenever you need me.

Hidup kat dunia ni sementara. Yang hidup pasti akan pergi.


Talking about hidup kat dunia sementara, people should aware of this and try to be a better person. For themselves and to other people around them. Hidup merantau, away from home really taught me the real meaning of living. Experienced new environment and learn to adapt with other people lifestyles.

Not everyone is really sincere in helping you. Kata orang, depan manis mulut, belakang tikam sampai lunyai. That is life. That is real world. You can't expect people to treat you right all the time. And even if you are good to them, you still can't expect them to be good to you. That's reality. Face it!

Seriously, I really disappointed with some people. And for sure, I am regret for being so nice to them. Not even thanking me for what I've done, she with her big mouth talking bad things bout me to her mom. Congratulations girl! I know you are at your peak right now. But don't forget, semua tu anugerah Allah. He can take it back anytime He wants. =)


Malas mau cakap. Thanks so much for everything. Swear to God I will never ever visit once I step out.


p/s : Allah je yang dapat membalas semuanya.


..minda..

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

random

Transformation. From a hardworking engineer (cewah konon) to a lazy student. It's really tough. Tough in a way that you cant simply spend your money to buy things that you want. You are suppose to buy things you NEED using allowance money you get from U. Berjimat cermat in everything. So telan air liur je la bila keluar g low yat or mall..nampak ipad, htc, or semua gadget2 yang menarik. Haha. Mak kata pity you! Kerja elok2 p berhenti.

Well mom, I know that what i got from uitm not as much as what I used to earn. Not even half. Sedih kan? Haha. Tp this is what I want. Susah la sket dlu..later I can enjoy to the fullest maa..

Talking bout besusah dulu..now I dah kerja kat petronas. Haha. Macam gempak! Not the petronas oil n gas industry tu. I work in petronas pump station. Jadi cashier. Haha. Takto nak kerja sampai bila. Maybe lepas raya or maybe earlier than that. But one for sure, once i got converted..i'll resign. Latest is january next year..I don't know. It depends.

Lot of things i observed. There are things which really touches my heart. Contoh macam pekerja foreigner dia. Not sure from where. Sayu hati aku tengok depa. Haha..i know they're happy with their life. Cuma nak cakap kat sini yang how they struggle to survive, amazed me.

I always complain and never satisfy with my life while they're grateful with every bit moment of their life.

Macam yang sorang dah 5 6 tahun tak balik kampung jumpa family for the sake to earn a living here. Yang sorang pulak..kena masak tengah2 pagi buta sebab he said kalau tak masak..tak makan lah. Em. Berjimat. Don't compare them with me. Aku surely kalah teruk.

K lah. Nak tido dah. Taip guna HP samseng wa bikin saket tangan ja. Nanti la update guna pc.
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Saturday, July 23, 2011

random

21 July 2011
1. Meeting with Dr. Norlida.
- positive feedback from her. Kalau terusan macam ni insyaAllah dapat convert phd. tapi~~ kena maintain and improve la...em. nak tulis sebaris ayat pun punya la seksa. macam nak cramp otak.  semoga semua berjalan lancar. next week got another meeting untuk update. aisemen~

2. Chelsea vs. Malaysia.
- OK. sedikit perak/jakun sket sebab first time tengok bola live kat stadium. Tiket free plak tu kan? kira kononnya crowd-phobia (taktola terms apa orang guna), sesak nafas suma letak tepi. janji bleh tengok me chelsea main. tapi overall malaysia sangat mantap la.. wa sokong malaysia! ni baru la malaysia boleh~

- the worst part bout leaving the stadium lepas habis game adalah.. kena bersesak keluar. Now I know macam mana leh jadi kes mati berasak suma tu. Seriously, I can't breathe.. muka bertempek kat badan orang lain, busuk bau badan tu suma takyah nak cerita la. hapak! damn! tobat takmo p tengok dah. (tapi dok pasang hajat nak p tengok malaysia lawan s'pore kat bkt jalil~ haha)

 pic time baru nak start game. macam tengok semut main bola ja.

dua dua serabai. badan berjuicy tu takyah cerita la. peluh!



haa wait! malam tu kejadian membebai telah berlaku. haha. im sorry dear~ didn't mean it~ =b
kami terpisah. lutut wa lembut terketar2 dah, muka pun pucat. haih haih~ gila ah. tu la pengalaman paling ngeri~ don't do it again! don't leave me alone~ i'm fragile.handle with care.hahaha

23 July 2011
ehem ehem. oh dah a day after 22nd july~ incik programmer sudah kaya~ hahah..aktiviti mengepow telah berjaya di-execute. motif sebenar nak p potong rambut beliau..tapi TERsangkut kat guardian..hahaha..rezeki ceq la nooo???

boleh tak rinih tiba2 pulun nak beli barang make-up? erk? so not me~ (tapi bli gak sebab konon la..KONON la.. nak make-up sendirik hujung tahun ni..hahah..K.O.N.O.N....

well since he's the one yang nak keluarkan $$, so he decided yang dia akan pilih semua barang make-up tu. haha..ceq pasrah~~ he bought basic things, and luckily taste dia pun lebih kurang aku and tak sangka..really tak sangka yang you really good at pilih barang make-up..hahah (i wonder whether..ah~ abaikan..haha). really thanks untuk suma tu. and untuk itu yang ceq idam2kan lamaaaaaa dah dolu~ hahah wekz! u made my day..haha..dan2..

tengok sat sapa yang pulun dok kilat kuku?? *pingsan!*


ok. stop it. muka poyo. haha 


mengetest feature kamera hp copy-paste yang baru disedari.
bajet nak saling tengok la. haha..tak jadi!
(ok aku sangat besaq!!!!)


thanks so much for today. i love you.

p/s : sedikit frust bila malaysia kalah. tapi go malaysia! 28hb ni kita jumpa kat stadium..hahaha =b

p/s/s : bapak! fadzli kata harga barang2 yang dia beli tu, dia claim nak tolak duit hantaran. hahaha


mode : merapik! daaa~~

Monday, July 18, 2011

Random

Dear Mr.. This is for you...

For all those times you stood by me..
For all the truth that you made me see..
For all the joy you brought to my life..
For all the wrong that you made right..
For every dream you made come true..
For all the love I found in you..
I' ll be forever thankful baby..
You' re the one who held me up..
Never let me fall..
You' re the one who saw me through.. through it all..


You were my strength when I was weak..
You were my voice when I couldn 't speak..
You were my eyes when I couldn 't see..
You saw the best there was in me..
Lifted me up when I couldn' t reach..
You gave me faith 'coz you believed..
I' m everything I am..
Because you loved me..

You gave me wings and made me fly..
You touched my hand I could touch the sky..
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me..
You said no star was out of reach..
You stood by me and I stood tall..
I had your love I had it all..
I' m grateful for each day you gave me..
Maybe I don 't know that much..
But I know this much is true..
I was blessed because I was loved by you..



P/s : i love you as much as you love me.. Maybe more..maybe less..i cant define..but all i know is that i do really love you with all my heart.. =b
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Monday, July 4, 2011

If only we could know what future brings us..




kan senang kalau kita tau jalan mana nak pilih?? 


*sigh~